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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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2:30 am - Jedi HoloNet Transmission to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) sadri; encrypted
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Sadri,
I need to ask you a favor. It's rather important.
Perhaps we could meet somewhere to discuss it?
- Obi-Wan
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| Saturday, June 4th, 2005
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4:29 am - HoloComm Transmission to your_confusion.
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4:07 am - Personal Journal Entry; Open to None
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The Council convened tonight to discuss the promotion of two Jedi Knights to the position of Master. We ended up deciding on three, but considering how short we are on both Knights and Masters, I would have been surprised were there any objections at all. I'm also certain that Anakin will be pleased that the Council has finally decided to let him take the trials - he's been anxious for some time.
The trials.
I wonder what Master Yoda and Windu have in mind for Anakin's.
I have this feeling, however, that they will ask me to devise at least one of them - most likely the Spirit portion - as I am his Master and I understand what Anakin needs to do to reach his potential as a Jedi Knight. I cannot remember if this an actual custom of the Order that the padawan's Master be allowed to create one of the trials, or if it is just a hunch of mine. Either way, though, I have something in mind.
Anakin needs to face his past on Tatooine. That will be his Trial of Spirit.
And speaking of, where in the Force's name is Anakin, anyway?
I'm beginning to think he's run off and done something foolish again.
current mood:  busy
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| Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
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3:22 pm - Personal Journal Entry; Open to None
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Well, I cannot say tonight hasn't been eventful.
Master Unduli's seminar. A Jedi Council Meeting. A spar that ended in my subesequent loss. And now a message from an Initiate that someone whose name does not ring a bell wishes to meet with me. Odd. I'd discuss it further, but I just recieved word that Kylaia and her guest her returned to her rooms and are ready for me.
I suppose I'll find out what this is all about in due time.
current mood:  curious
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| Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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8:42 pm - Personal Journal Entry; Open to None
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It's been two days since the incident in the practice rooms, and quite frankly, I'm at a loss for words.
I still don't know who attacked me or to what purpose, save for perhaps malice against the Jedi. I have a feeling that Anakin will attempt to pin this one on Count Dooku, since is the first person who springs to mind when one considers those who have betrayed the Jedi. But I cannot help but find myself hesitant to place the blame on him - if this truly is his doing, then why wait so long to spring the trap? Both I and other Jedi have been in that practice room since his betrayal.
Beyond that, Siri came to visit me after someone informed her that I was unwell. I ended up making an apology. For what, I didn't exactly voice, but considering how strong our Force bond remains, I think she knew. I also can't help but wonder if she knew how much I miss her. Yes, I know that Jedi are forbidden to fall in love ... but how can we not? If we are to shut out personal love, we shut out all love. And how can we afford that when Jedi are taught to excersise unconditional love?
It is truly a paradox. And one I think I would face even if Siri had not come back to the Order - my attachment to Anakin as a brother or a son grows every day.
I wonder if he would understand what I'm going through. I wonder if, perhaps, somehow he could advise me as I know there is something between him and Padme, though I have mentioned my knowledge of this to no one. Still, I'm a little hesitant to bring my own person turmoil to anyone, even Anakin, out of concern for Siri. My own explusion from the Jedi Order, I could shoulder - it would my fault alone - but I doubt Siri would enjoy leaving the Order a second time.
And one more thing has my mind in a vice.
There is something here ... something in the Force. A distraction only, however, not a threat. Something that I cannot put my finger on, and yet I feel as though I should be able to. It's an odd sensation, one I can't say I'm particularly fond of and even the meditation techinque I tried last night couldn't bring it to light. I suppose, in time, whatever I sense will reveal itself, though. And since I can at least tell it puts me in no immediate danger, I should be patient.
Perhaps, in the meantime, I'll go see if any headway has been made into what happened at the practice rooms. Or, even better, attend Master Unduli's seminar. I know I am no apprentice, but there is always something a Jedi can learn from his compatriots.
current mood:  indescribable
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| Monday, May 30th, 2005
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3:45 am - Personal Journal Entry; Open to None
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I saw the Chancellor's senate address earlier this afternoon, and I must admit I still find myself torn.
I suppose now I can see where exactly Chancellor Palpatine's motivations lie, but I'm still uncertain. As I noted earlier, both lesser and greater battles have been lost not through skill, but through people undermining the war efforts as a direct result of orders such as this. And yes, both Anakin and the Chancellor assure me that the people will come to embrace these orders, and that no harm will come to them either through themselves or through others seeking to take advantage of this sudden dependance on the Jedi order. But I fear they are just that - assurances - and that when it comes down to fact, they will be wrong.
I hope I am wrong.
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... I need to clear my head. Perhaps I'll take a trip down to one of the practice rooms and work on my lightsabre techinque. I've always found practicing clears my head.
current mood:  restless
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| Sunday, May 29th, 2005
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3:23 am - A message for your_confusion, delivered by one of the troops stationed on Aduba III
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Anakin,
We have been ordered to return to Coruscant come tomorrow morning. I have gone to issue final orders to the commander who I am leaving in charge when we depart. In the meantime, I ask that you gather your things and get to bed. We leave at first light.
- Obi-Wan
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3:09 am - Personal Journal Entry; Open to None
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Master Windu informs me that the Chancellor is planning to issue a recall warning tomorrow, and for lack of better wording, I find myself overly restless. It has nothing to do with the order, however - I'm actually looking forward to returning to Coruscant for once - but I can't help but feel as if I am missing something here.
I can only assume that my restlessness has something to do with the nature of the attacks we've suffered here on Aduba III. They are nothing. Poorly organized, poorly manned ... and while I understand that oftentimes, the Seperatists are not the most organized group in the galaxy, they are better at war than this. Particularly when laying seige to important locations, as I feel the shipyards here are.
And as such, I suppose it makes sense that a part of me believes this is an elaborate ruse to get us to lower our guard. I told Master Windu such in our transmission earlier, and he agreed to leave my troops here on the chance this is their plan, as per my request.
I hope I am right in my decision.
current mood: restless
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